i can't get anything in order in my head.

my desk is getting dusty. what does one do with such an expanse of dust?

at least i have all my lens caps. life is more complete when all my lenses are protected.

i also have $100 for the next three months. living is fucking expensive - i have $1000 in my bank, but $900 of that is going to rent and utilities for this month and the next two. shit. i suppose i won't get any groceries this month. but i've got a lot in the cupboard, so that's okay.

and i've got stew!

and none of this is what i want to talk about.

"do you wanna stay in bed all day?" "yeah!"
"do you remember feeling any other way?" "no!"